如何讓你遇見我? 在我最美麗的時刻...為這, 我已在佛前求了五百年...
求佛讓我們結一段塵緣...佛於是把我化做一棵樹, 長在你必經的路旁...
陽光下慎重地開滿了花...朵朵都是我前世的盼望...
當你走近, 請你細聽; 那顫抖的葉, 是我等待的熱情...
而當你終於無視地走過,在你身後落了一地的...
朋友啊! 那不 是花瓣...那是我凋零的心...
這是席慕容的作品--《會開花的樹》
這是一首很好的詩歌。。。
這首詩歌，被人們改變成一首歌《求佛》。。。
而台灣偶像劇《海派甜心》也有把它拿出來作為戲裏的其中一句“金句”。。。
這首詩歌給我的感覺，很特別。。。
我很好奇。。。人們所擁有的愛情，是否還像以前的人那麼單純？
不，我不覺得。。。因為現今的社會，已經沒有思想那麼單純的人了。。。
雖然不好意思，但是這是我的心裏話。。。
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the day before yesterday's night...
it was my terrible day ever...
how come there's such a person exist in this world??
what right does he have to cancel my singapore passport?
what right does he have to say my father's bad words in front of me?
what right does he reserve to tell me that he wanna beat my father up?
i've controlling my temper...if not...
even in the end i will die, i will still fight with you!
"I ask you, whatever you want, did i ever tried to give you or buy for you?"
HA! HA! HA!
are you so noble?!?!
i once told you that i wanna learn to be a hair stylist...
i once told you that i wanna study in HUA REN CHINESE HIGH SCHOOL...
i once told you that i wanna work part-time at Station1...
i once told you that i wanna work...
but in the end...?
I CAN NEVER BE STUDYING ANYTHING THAT'S ABOUT HAIR STYLIST!!
BECAUSE YOU TOLD ME THAT THE LECTURE IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH!!
I CAN NEVER BE STUDYING IN HUA REN CHINESE HIGH SCHOOL!!
BECAUSE YOU TOLD ME THAT THE SCHOOL FEES IS EXPENSIVE!!
I CAN NEVER WORK PART-TIME JOB AT STATION1!!
BECAUSE YOU WANT ME TO A BABYSITTER FOR YOUR TWO DEAREST SONS!!
ASK YOURSELF!! I'VE BEEN WORKING SO HARD JUST TO EARN MONEY...
BUT IN THE END, WHAT DID I GET!?!?
I'M THE ONE WHO EVERYDAY WORKING OUTSIDE, RUN HERE RUN THERE...
IF GOOD, I CAN EARN AT LEAST RM1500 PER DAY!!
OR EVEN MORE THAN THAT!! EVEN RM10000 ALSO NO PROBLEM!!
BUT I NEVER!! IN THE END, I WILL STILL GET SCOLDED BY YOU!!
THAT NIGHT, I WAS OUTSIDE...
BUT SUDDENLY, I RECEIVED YOUR CALL...
YOU ASK ME TO GO HOME, QUICK...
I THOUGHT WHAT HAS HAPPENED!!
I RUSH BACK HOME, BUT YOU'RE JUST ASKING ME:
THAT DAY WHEN YOU WENT BACK TO SINGAPORE, IS THERE ANYONE SAID THAT MY SON LOOKS LIKE A MALAY KIDDO??
WTF!
is that a big problem??
i don't think so!! even the one who said this also can't blame her!!
because your son's skin is just too dark!!
and you don't even know, those Aunties was seeing me grew up when i'm still small until now!!
i know their characters!! they didn't mean it!!
but why can't you stop all this stupid fucking things!?
always messed up my life!? no matter how much i earned, i will just get RM50-100 ONLY!!
this is what i deserve?! working, working working...
no matter raining day or sunny day...i'm always the one who staying outside for a long long day...
you never ever respect me! this is not what i wanna work as...
this is a job?! everyday i had to instigate by you and your words!!
i've had enough!! i can't stand it!!
you told my mum that you'll respect me and my feeling...
BULLSHIT!!
no one will care about my feeling...
i smile everyday, in front of you guys...
but, the pain in my heart, you all will never ever know!!
because i will not say out, and i will never ever tell you guys...
this is what i deserve...
now, i just hope that i have someone who's caring...
i need someone who love me, who care about me...
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